finally, a proper cover! this is one of my favourites. so feeling feeling! i look drunk, seriously. nevermind, mariko looks sober enough. haha!

get me a choker so i can be a cat for a day.

 

lovelove,

 

 

totally dig new moon's soundtrack! i think i should change father's ringtone to this! hahaha, anyway found this on youtube. he's doing a drum cover on the song. seriously, i'm so amazed at how well he co-ordinates everything. crazy orange afro head dude. hahha!

hope my coughing/sneezing babes will get well soon :D and to you missy, have fun tomorrow.. i'm feeling slightly better compared to yesterday - nose is cleared and i don't need anymore fisherman's friend! prom yesterday was boring. i wouldn't want to come to such dinner the next time around. next time i shouldn't expect too much. a lesson learnt.

 

i'm literally trying to act like a sponge, soaking everything around me. i know what i did and i hate to realise what i did was utterly irresponsible. so lesson learnt and i won't do it again. my mind is clouded will all sorts of thoughts and they're definitely doing no good to me. i have to get out of this vicious cycle before it gets the better of me. on a lighter note, i feel good :)

 

abang, if you ever come across my blog, you don't need a MRI brain scan. your brain is fine. you are fine. you just need a break from your hectic worklife. you have to get out and take a breather!

note to self, don't buy macaronni from that makcik shop anymore! sungguh tidak sedap but i still keep buying it. you know why? i also don't know why. hahhaa!

currently reading the secret for teens. sungguh eye-opener.

 

hmm... what should i do? there are a million things i could do, but i can't seem to pick one. oh yeah, happy belated 21st birthday dee!! aini macam part of the mirror sey. hahhaa!

 

currently i'm living in the moment, in other words, having a jolly good time being a hippie. it's strange how i can spend almost the whole day in front of the computer idling of random sites, playing my super historical neopet account or just visiting nickelodean site for games. i've been looking forward to such days where i have all the time in the world but it surprises me that i'm not fully appreciating it. abang asked me to train with him at macritchie. i don't mind runnng with him but the problem is, i don't have a pair of running shoes. i'll just get a cheap one since i'm not a frequent runner. however i do want to be athletic and healthy this coming holiday :D hawa. want to jog with me? we can ask your athletic friend of yours to join in too! anyhoots, nothing peculiarly interesting happened in the past few days. scratch the previous post. it was a mere outburst from an incident at home. you know i have this problem where i make a mountain out of a molehill. i become totally delusional and stuck in my own little world full of loathe. that's one thing about me that annoys the crap out of me. this whole delusional thing will evolve to become paranoia and subsequently social distancing from everyone. i'm in such state now and i feel like a lost being on earth, seriously. mum has been nagging me to pray and practice reading holy books since she always sees me doing non-beneficial things. i also promised her that i'll do all those once exams are over. i know i have to do it but sincerely, my heart's not open yet. i don't want to procrastinate because i could be saying the same 5 words ten years down the road. i just have to slowly break the barrier between me and my religion. you know? can we just banish all the demons in the universe and life would be so much nicer. i miss my hawawa truckloads. we should do something crazy cause i miss all the spontaneous hangouts we usually have. she wants me to write about her, so here it goes. hawa monster, girls are suppose to be more 'ooomph' than boys so ignore what your mum said to you. hahaha, it's simply nice to lean on somebody soft and cushiony. you know what i mean hawa monster. hawa my dear, i want to have a sleepover at your house soon! i want to bake with you and we shall invite shah too :D i want to start on my movie marathon once biology paper ends. hawa monster, i want to roll around and forget about the world with you. hawa monster, it would be nice to have one of your milo made with lots of love. it would be lovely to have porridge at KFC again eventhough i can't manage to finish eating it. so yes hawa monster, it all boils down to one thing, i windu you!

 

p.s. british and irish accents are hot hot!

 

 

bitch, it's all about money. fuck you lar! haahhhh, talk ar. talk more. complain more. BIATCHHHHHHHHHH

paranormal activity is hands down freaky! i scare myself to sleep and wake up with cold sweat.

 

i have a mission today. i'll be wise at finding that place. gotta be there by 6. sucks, going there alone. nevermind, will meet them there. hopefully everything goes as plan!

1) i'm in need of human to human communication

2) i'm in need of exercise

3) i'm in need of entertainment

4) i'm in need of shopping

5) i'm in need of chick flick, vamp books

 

It's so freaking depressing sampai i pon tak boleh angkat. cihhh.

seriously, i don't know what to believe.

come on zura, get a grip! all the best to you and me. i'm slightly shaking while typing this. fudgeeeee :D

zura is a pig! pig pig pig pig pig pig pig pig! i want to shave my head

 

on hiatus till XX1109.

That thing up up on the webpage looks like a plasmid. 

I am just a call away to watch lady gaga perform on stage but i refuse to do it. 

It is a beautiful day.

Thanks dee for the food. I vivo-ed and ion-ed yesterday. Can't deny that I'm a little home-sick now.

Anyhoots, I'm so glad to be back to school tomorrow.